Hi! My names Eleana or Ellie and you've found your way onto my website. i tend to treat this as more of personal safe space so that i can actually write and create the way i want to without the fear of judgement, but i am also aware that someone might read this stuff so i hope you enjoy it if you do! I started this site on my laptop, the first day i got it i asked my friend to help me setup my website!! about half a year later i've upgraded to a pc and im still loving the indieweb. In terms of my main interests, im very obsessed with a number of video games, this year Baulders Gate haa taken most of my life span away but i've also discovered a shit ton of new games this year thanks to my friends recomendations - most notably last year, i begun playing Outer Wilds, which i will rant about to everyone i meet and i love with all my hear, definitly a top 3 game for me. I also love control, ULTRAKILL, Signalis and Blue Prince! I'll likely make a shrines page about at least a few of these when i actually get around to implimenting that :]

I also have a lot of other media i enjoy, i LOVE the magnus archives and the magnus protocol, i've been listening to the entire series with my friend and it's been such an amazing experience getting to theorize with them and react to all the different twists together >:] I also love I Have No Mouth And I Must Scream, it's probably my favourite short story ever written and i think it's so interesting to analyse, there's so many layers to it and i think it's so ahead of its time, i dont fuck with the game but thats probably a topic i'll save for the shrines page again. Im currently reading 2001 A Space Oddyssey but im stuggling to find motivation after that KILLER of an opening section, knowing that that wont continue is so upsetting because it was super interesting and engaging, but i do still plan on finishing it when i have the time.

I've always felt like im not particularaly good at creative stuff, i've always enjoyed alternative outlets of creative expression, but in terms of actual art creation i've always been very insecure. I know this isn't exactly that but i feel like its the closest i've gotten without being painfully embarrased by it. i've been working on just doodling and creating stuff whenever i feel like it, just for myself more than anything, so hopefully my issues with that will improve, but it helps that the indie web is such a vast and overall kind place to be :] i think thats it for now, i might add to this in the future but i hope this was interesting if you read this far !